Thursday, April 22, 2010
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
today was a good today
when compared to yesterday. i had the most ridiculous weekend ever, that has proved to me... i definitely need to cut back. and i think.. no.. i know! i can do it this time. i'm not drinking for 2 weeks! :D yaaaaaaaay. yoooooooo!
no but seriously. if it really gets to the point where your friends are giving you shots of water, but you're so drunk that you still have a face of disgust after each shot.. it's time to figure out your life! haha. and i'm still not completely over my hangover. i guess my therapist was right when he said, "the older you get, the longer it's going to take to recover."
on a lighter note, i went to all of my classes today! I found out that I got an A on the last paper I wrote for world lit-which seems like a miracle, but every A I get seems like a miracle. And then after class, there was a cool hip-hop, jazzy band playing in cesar chavez that I sat and listened to while reading. Sometimes it's nice just to do things you like by yourself. The bass player was siiiick, and totally way more talented than the rest of the band, but seemed a little cocky so I guess he deserved it. haha
Well i've got a midterm to study for, a book to read, and a friend in oklahoma to call. Goodnight!
-Tracy
The embedding for this video was disabled, but you need to watch this whole video. it's the best.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zXjPQYgT25Q
no but seriously. if it really gets to the point where your friends are giving you shots of water, but you're so drunk that you still have a face of disgust after each shot.. it's time to figure out your life! haha. and i'm still not completely over my hangover. i guess my therapist was right when he said, "the older you get, the longer it's going to take to recover."
on a lighter note, i went to all of my classes today! I found out that I got an A on the last paper I wrote for world lit-which seems like a miracle, but every A I get seems like a miracle. And then after class, there was a cool hip-hop, jazzy band playing in cesar chavez that I sat and listened to while reading. Sometimes it's nice just to do things you like by yourself. The bass player was siiiick, and totally way more talented than the rest of the band, but seemed a little cocky so I guess he deserved it. haha
Well i've got a midterm to study for, a book to read, and a friend in oklahoma to call. Goodnight!
-Tracy
The embedding for this video was disabled, but you need to watch this whole video. it's the best.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zXjPQYgT25Q
Monday, March 15, 2010
piiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiissed!
my mouth tastes like buttz.
my body smells like cesar.
i just want to shower and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
but i'm STILL locked out of my room. i haven't been home since some time on friday that i don't remember. OH MY GOD I AM SO ANGRY.
i think today is a wash day as well. i have SO many things to do and i'm hungover.
seriously. i don't think i'm drinking for a long time.
and i have 6 minutes until the front desk opens. it better open on time. or else i'm going to be pissed.
anyway. that's it. just this.
-Tracy
my body smells like cesar.
i just want to shower and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
but i'm STILL locked out of my room. i haven't been home since some time on friday that i don't remember. OH MY GOD I AM SO ANGRY.
i think today is a wash day as well. i have SO many things to do and i'm hungover.
seriously. i don't think i'm drinking for a long time.
and i have 6 minutes until the front desk opens. it better open on time. or else i'm going to be pissed.
anyway. that's it. just this.
-Tracy
Friday, March 12, 2010
raining.
MAKING OATMEAL!
cinnamon & spice.
delicious aaaand nice...
for yo bawwdeh!
then comes vitamins!
for my immune system
and energgggyyyy!
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so i woke up to don't stop believing the other day and i was pissed. it's like.. when is the world going to get over that band?! but then when the lights go down in the city came on shuffle right now.. and it was cool. So I guess Journey is just one of those bands that if you hear other people listening to them, you're like "hey man. you're stupid." but if you listen to them, you're like "hey man. i'm cool!"
wait a minute.. this song just came up on shuffle.. and i have no idea where it came from.
soooo weeeeeird dude!
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okay i'm gonna stop messing around. off to the gym!
[maybe i'll write a serious blog one of these days]
-Tracy
[this is the stupidest thing i've ever seen]
cinnamon & spice.
delicious aaaand nice...
for yo bawwdeh!
then comes vitamins!
for my immune system
and energgggyyyy!
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so i woke up to don't stop believing the other day and i was pissed. it's like.. when is the world going to get over that band?! but then when the lights go down in the city came on shuffle right now.. and it was cool. So I guess Journey is just one of those bands that if you hear other people listening to them, you're like "hey man. you're stupid." but if you listen to them, you're like "hey man. i'm cool!"
wait a minute.. this song just came up on shuffle.. and i have no idea where it came from.
soooo weeeeeird dude!
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okay i'm gonna stop messing around. off to the gym!
[maybe i'll write a serious blog one of these days]
-Tracy
[this is the stupidest thing i've ever seen]
Monday, March 8, 2010
sukka nukka!
warning: this blog is going to be very random. i'm sorry.
uhhh. what whaaat? check it!
i'm pulling on my eyelashes. i constantly do that. is that a thing? like being a trickatilamaniac? i googled it and could not find anything. i guess i'm the first. hoo ahh!
listening to: the blowing of my air purifier
i want to listen to: thao nguyen!
ooo ooo i think i will soon. when she sings she does this crazzy thing with her lips like.. kinda sings to the side but with her lip folded in. you know when you imitate someone with no teeth? like that!
i know i said it at around 3 pm, but again, today definitely feels like two days. i woke up on my friend's couch, took the bus home, watched a cheesy van wilder knock off with my brother and another friend (and was very confused by it since i was hungover), got food at the mall and then sat in bed. sitting in bed was my favorite part. i definitely get less sleep on the weekends.
i feel like researching dead baby jokes!
oh wow this one is horrible:
What do you call two abortions in a bucket?
Blood brothers.
hahaha dude. i've definitely never heard that one before!
i thought this one was funny as well
Why was the dead baby kept in the kitchen drawer?
The family used it to crack nuts.
there should be a national no bra day. i'd be down for that.
goodnight!
-Tracy
i love this guy! he's prepared for the harsh arctic snow!
uhhh. what whaaat? check it!
i'm pulling on my eyelashes. i constantly do that. is that a thing? like being a trickatilamaniac? i googled it and could not find anything. i guess i'm the first. hoo ahh!
listening to: the blowing of my air purifier
i want to listen to: thao nguyen!
ooo ooo i think i will soon. when she sings she does this crazzy thing with her lips like.. kinda sings to the side but with her lip folded in. you know when you imitate someone with no teeth? like that!
i know i said it at around 3 pm, but again, today definitely feels like two days. i woke up on my friend's couch, took the bus home, watched a cheesy van wilder knock off with my brother and another friend (and was very confused by it since i was hungover), got food at the mall and then sat in bed. sitting in bed was my favorite part. i definitely get less sleep on the weekends.
i feel like researching dead baby jokes!
oh wow this one is horrible:
What do you call two abortions in a bucket?
Blood brothers.
hahaha dude. i've definitely never heard that one before!
i thought this one was funny as well
Why was the dead baby kept in the kitchen drawer?
The family used it to crack nuts.
there should be a national no bra day. i'd be down for that.
goodnight!
-Tracy
i love this guy! he's prepared for the harsh arctic snow!
Monday, February 22, 2010
zoloft blob
i am very bored with my life.
i can't remember the last time i had a lot of fun.
it could either be because i haven't had any, or because i black out a lot.
a good reason for it is because my school schedule is set up for me to never be in class.
i thought that would be a dream come true.
but it's not.
i'm just not the type of person that is going to structure my own life unless absolute necessary.
for example, i've needed to go to the gynecologist for the past couple of weeks, but still have not called to make an appointment. My next period will be a great reminder of that. ugh.
i'm in one of those moods where i just want to lock myself in my room for a week. idk if i'd accomplish a lot of things or if i'd just sleep, but i really don't feel like seeing anyone. i feel like people are starting to become fake. and that could be because i've gotten to such a high point of insanity, that people can't be real with me anymore, but regardless... it sucks. and i think, "man i just want to go home. but home sucks as well-minus my parents and dogs." so then i think, "well i can just live with my parents for the rest of my life." and then i want to strangle myself for ever even thinking those words.. and then i want to strangle myself because there aren't any options left. that's horrible. hah! jk dogg.
and people everywhere are going to be like this. regardless of my location. no terrain will ever fix these social problems. even if it IS filled with tall grass and cloudy skies.
maybe i just need to go to sleep.
goodnight!
-Tracy
[i need to be amongst these lil guys. haha look at the one with
the birthday hat! hahahaha what a cute wil guyyyyyyy heh heh.]
i can't remember the last time i had a lot of fun.
it could either be because i haven't had any, or because i black out a lot.
a good reason for it is because my school schedule is set up for me to never be in class.
i thought that would be a dream come true.
but it's not.
i'm just not the type of person that is going to structure my own life unless absolute necessary.
for example, i've needed to go to the gynecologist for the past couple of weeks, but still have not called to make an appointment. My next period will be a great reminder of that. ugh.
i'm in one of those moods where i just want to lock myself in my room for a week. idk if i'd accomplish a lot of things or if i'd just sleep, but i really don't feel like seeing anyone. i feel like people are starting to become fake. and that could be because i've gotten to such a high point of insanity, that people can't be real with me anymore, but regardless... it sucks. and i think, "man i just want to go home. but home sucks as well-minus my parents and dogs." so then i think, "well i can just live with my parents for the rest of my life." and then i want to strangle myself for ever even thinking those words.. and then i want to strangle myself because there aren't any options left. that's horrible. hah! jk dogg.
and people everywhere are going to be like this. regardless of my location. no terrain will ever fix these social problems. even if it IS filled with tall grass and cloudy skies.
maybe i just need to go to sleep.
goodnight!
-Tracy
[i need to be amongst these lil guys. haha look at the one with
the birthday hat! hahahaha what a cute wil guyyyyyyy heh heh.]
Thursday, February 18, 2010
yes.
the rumors are true.
i got my internet back! well that's not true. i was given my internet back. because i did absolutely nothing to get it back. isn't that great?! the school just e-mailed me saying my internet was reconnected! and i never had to get rid of all the paraphernalia! hahahahaha i'm so giddy. it's ridiculous. the second i came back to my room and was connected, i blasted "Nothing But a Good Time" by Poison and danced around my room, 80's glam rock style! oo ahh oo ahh!
other news: for lent i'm currently giving up swearing. it's uhh.. well. there's been a few slips. but mostly because i was caught off guard by something. like curling. or people falling on their faces. so consciously. i have not been cussing. see! i'm such a good person. :D jesus must be so proud. my mother and brother are giving up smoking. they have not smoked a single cigarette in the last 41 hours and 40 minutes. good job!
fun fact!: i've stayed awake longer than 41 hours and 40 minutes. that's interesting.
yum yum yum! i've got gum! idk. i'm listening to m. ward thanks to mah friend cesar. i've been listening to them all day long. it's pretty nice.
still trying to find a car for bonnaroo. that's going to be a toughy. but it'll happen. hrmm.
well in the past weeks since i've been gone.. i saw the thermals and tao and the get down stay down in berkeley. for free! that was cool. really cool. and then valentine's day. we went to the pillow fight. it was a bit violent. but there was a dance party so that was cool. and all of the feathers looked like snow! and then.. went to class. but it's the weekend again! soo.. here we GO!
-Tracy
[i really need to see them at bonnaroo. so help me find a ride!
you can come too! i mean look how cool they are. they have an
unexposed nipple in their poster. yeah dude... yeah.]
the rumors are true.
i got my internet back! well that's not true. i was given my internet back. because i did absolutely nothing to get it back. isn't that great?! the school just e-mailed me saying my internet was reconnected! and i never had to get rid of all the paraphernalia! hahahahaha i'm so giddy. it's ridiculous. the second i came back to my room and was connected, i blasted "Nothing But a Good Time" by Poison and danced around my room, 80's glam rock style! oo ahh oo ahh!
other news: for lent i'm currently giving up swearing. it's uhh.. well. there's been a few slips. but mostly because i was caught off guard by something. like curling. or people falling on their faces. so consciously. i have not been cussing. see! i'm such a good person. :D jesus must be so proud. my mother and brother are giving up smoking. they have not smoked a single cigarette in the last 41 hours and 40 minutes. good job!
fun fact!: i've stayed awake longer than 41 hours and 40 minutes. that's interesting.
yum yum yum! i've got gum! idk. i'm listening to m. ward thanks to mah friend cesar. i've been listening to them all day long. it's pretty nice.
still trying to find a car for bonnaroo. that's going to be a toughy. but it'll happen. hrmm.
well in the past weeks since i've been gone.. i saw the thermals and tao and the get down stay down in berkeley. for free! that was cool. really cool. and then valentine's day. we went to the pillow fight. it was a bit violent. but there was a dance party so that was cool. and all of the feathers looked like snow! and then.. went to class. but it's the weekend again! soo.. here we GO!
-Tracy
[i really need to see them at bonnaroo. so help me find a ride!
you can come too! i mean look how cool they are. they have an
unexposed nipple in their poster. yeah dude... yeah.]
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
i really don't remember the last blog i wrote.
i was really fucked up.
but the point of this entry is to apologize for not blogging lately.
my internet is disconnected for reasons that point to me being a criminal.
hah!
but i'm not. ...........................
anyway. i won't be blogging for awhile because of that. so hold tight! whoever!
thank you.
i love you.
-Tracy
[ru paul looks so crazzy with a beard and moustache! whaaaaat?!]
but the point of this entry is to apologize for not blogging lately.
my internet is disconnected for reasons that point to me being a criminal.
hah!
but i'm not. ...........................
anyway. i won't be blogging for awhile because of that. so hold tight! whoever!
thank you.
i love you.
-Tracy
[ru paul looks so crazzy with a beard and moustache! whaaaaat?!]
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
uhhhhhhhhh
i am currently watching late night with jimmy fallon. and it's really funny. probably the funniest episode ever. and then james van der beek was on it, and he was extremely good looking, and talking about farts. so i fell in love. but then i looked up his pictures online.. and he does not look as good. i think it's just his cute sweater over nice shirt and tie outfit and 5 o clock shadow. his blonde 5 o clock shadow. niiiiiiiiiiiiice.
that's like the first man i've been attracted to since jude law with a moustache in sherlock holmes. and before that was no guy. it's eiter moustache or boobs.nice. naice. NICE!.
i just turned off the tv. so now i'm sitting in darkness minus the computer screen. ooo it's like i'm sitting inside my mind. typing about what i see. i see my internal clock. and the comfy, pillowy walls of my brain. and the crators. some filled with irrelevant questions that pop into my head. they are all different colors and fonts and are bopping around a little bit. they sound like a crowd of people! how fun. and then the next crator is filled with nothing. because sometimes there is absolutely nothing going on in my brain. the other crator is covered by a black curtain. or black sheet that i can't take off right now. that means that i cannot unlock the good part of my mind at this moment. it hurts a little bit.
whoa. i think that's the crazziest thing i've ever let escape my head. i must be fucking nutzzzz tonight!
well i think i'm gonna go blow my nose and read some stories.
or maybe i'll talk about what i've been doing real quick:
-changing my life
how you may ask?
-by going to the gym/doing yogo every day
-not getting cross faded. hahaha
-making lists of what to accomplish in each day
-following those lists
-trying to be honest and upfront with people. if i've got a problem! hey now i'm gonna be the type of person to say something about it! ayyy put emm uppp!
-watching late night with jimmy fallon every night
-getting sick
-watching a lot of friends. :D (as in the show)
-joining a fashion club with my friend, kades!
-reading Odyssey. and yet i am only a third way done with it, and need to be done with it in 2 days. shit!
that's my cue! (snot running down my nose)
buh bye!
-Tracy
[they ARE like the same person. uh oh!]
that's like the first man i've been attracted to since jude law with a moustache in sherlock holmes. and before that was no guy. it's eiter moustache or boobs.nice. naice. NICE!.
i just turned off the tv. so now i'm sitting in darkness minus the computer screen. ooo it's like i'm sitting inside my mind. typing about what i see. i see my internal clock. and the comfy, pillowy walls of my brain. and the crators. some filled with irrelevant questions that pop into my head. they are all different colors and fonts and are bopping around a little bit. they sound like a crowd of people! how fun. and then the next crator is filled with nothing. because sometimes there is absolutely nothing going on in my brain. the other crator is covered by a black curtain. or black sheet that i can't take off right now. that means that i cannot unlock the good part of my mind at this moment. it hurts a little bit.
whoa. i think that's the crazziest thing i've ever let escape my head. i must be fucking nutzzzz tonight!
well i think i'm gonna go blow my nose and read some stories.
or maybe i'll talk about what i've been doing real quick:
-changing my life
how you may ask?
-by going to the gym/doing yogo every day
-not getting cross faded. hahaha
-making lists of what to accomplish in each day
-following those lists
-trying to be honest and upfront with people. if i've got a problem! hey now i'm gonna be the type of person to say something about it! ayyy put emm uppp!
-watching late night with jimmy fallon every night
-getting sick
-watching a lot of friends. :D (as in the show)
-joining a fashion club with my friend, kades!
-reading Odyssey. and yet i am only a third way done with it, and need to be done with it in 2 days. shit!
that's my cue! (snot running down my nose)
buh bye!
-Tracy
[they ARE like the same person. uh oh!]
Monday, February 8, 2010
change.
yeah dude. this weekend has shown me that i don't want to get fucked up anymore.
i don't even remember who won the super bowl. that's pretty depressing.
i don't even remember who won the super bowl. that's pretty depressing.
so, here's to a new leaf!!!
that's it.
-Tracy.
that's it.
-Tracy.
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
bunnies puking
dunna bra! dunna! [imagine there are accent marks over the n and the a]
today was silly. i watched old ru paul all day long, and then the new drag race came on! i'm pretty excited. then i went to like fashion class and learned nothing but laughed a lot. dass pretty koo.
listening to: radiohead
everyone should always be: listening to radiohead.
greatest accomplishment of the day: realizing at 11:00 pm that i had an essay due tomorrow, and finishing it at 12:00 pm. it was only a page, but still. i hadn't even read the readings for it! huh hoh!
greatest accomplisment of the past week: hrmm this is a toughie. i would have to say it is making it safely home at 7 in the morning, by myself, still a little drunk from the night before, from balboa, without a shirt on. :D
greatest accomplishment of my life: looking good. all of the time. hahaha no that's not really an accomplishment. it just.. happens! haha jk. umm i would have to say, well it's a process. of learning how to actually stand up for myself. i've always had doormat syndrome.
ooo! what i think is funny: is that my google searchbox still has bunnies hugging written in it. hahahahaha
OOOO! the cutest thing ever: bunnies puking. i wish i could find a picture of that. OH MY GOD. that is the tattoo i'm going to get. a bunny puking. dude. it's decided. that's awesome. oh my god.
in OTHER news! the super bowl is on sunday. i hope we have a party! i'm down to buy some snacks and p-i-z-z-a!
oh and this is a little late, but coachella isn't selling ANY single day tickets so i'm not going anymore. instead, hopefully, i'm going to see muse in oakland. i need to get on that. okay so call loan people tomorrow. make appointment. get loan. buy tickets. and go shopping. and food. cuz you know, that's why i need a loan! for "living expenses" i HAVE TO BE PROACTIVE. i have to be. that's my major flaw. not being proactive. and then it's always being late. well those are kind of the same things.. but THEEEN it's always getting toothpaste foam all over my mouth when i brush my teeth.
man radiohead. i wish that I was bulletproof...
motha fuckaaaaaaaaaaaa! :D :D :D
-Tracy
[imagine puke coming out of its mouth! fucking cute]
today was silly. i watched old ru paul all day long, and then the new drag race came on! i'm pretty excited. then i went to like fashion class and learned nothing but laughed a lot. dass pretty koo.
listening to: radiohead
everyone should always be: listening to radiohead.
greatest accomplishment of the day: realizing at 11:00 pm that i had an essay due tomorrow, and finishing it at 12:00 pm. it was only a page, but still. i hadn't even read the readings for it! huh hoh!
greatest accomplisment of the past week: hrmm this is a toughie. i would have to say it is making it safely home at 7 in the morning, by myself, still a little drunk from the night before, from balboa, without a shirt on. :D
greatest accomplishment of my life: looking good. all of the time. hahaha no that's not really an accomplishment. it just.. happens! haha jk. umm i would have to say, well it's a process. of learning how to actually stand up for myself. i've always had doormat syndrome.
ooo! what i think is funny: is that my google searchbox still has bunnies hugging written in it. hahahahaha
OOOO! the cutest thing ever: bunnies puking. i wish i could find a picture of that. OH MY GOD. that is the tattoo i'm going to get. a bunny puking. dude. it's decided. that's awesome. oh my god.
in OTHER news! the super bowl is on sunday. i hope we have a party! i'm down to buy some snacks and p-i-z-z-a!
oh and this is a little late, but coachella isn't selling ANY single day tickets so i'm not going anymore. instead, hopefully, i'm going to see muse in oakland. i need to get on that. okay so call loan people tomorrow. make appointment. get loan. buy tickets. and go shopping. and food. cuz you know, that's why i need a loan! for "living expenses" i HAVE TO BE PROACTIVE. i have to be. that's my major flaw. not being proactive. and then it's always being late. well those are kind of the same things.. but THEEEN it's always getting toothpaste foam all over my mouth when i brush my teeth.
man radiohead. i wish that I was bulletproof...
motha fuckaaaaaaaaaaaa! :D :D :D
-Tracy
[imagine puke coming out of its mouth! fucking cute]
Friday, January 29, 2010
hungover.
so i'm not too hungover.
nawt! fuck. idk i'm just starting to move around. that's okay i guess. i feel sad but i'm just assuming it is due to the massive amounts of alcohol leaving my body.
no. i'm definitely hungover. it's taking me a long time to connect my thoughts with this keyboard. i would like to paint my nails but i fear that i may puke from the smell. OH speaking of puke i totally did last night! it had chunks of blue and purple in it again. idk what that means. hahaha. oo fun dip maybe? haha no i would have had to consume as much fun dip as i did booze for that to happen.
DUDE i just googled purple puke and it's the name of a band! they must be way badass. way.
listening to: purple puke
hahahahahahahaahahahah
laughing about: purple puke!
what's being projected from my mouth: purple puke
hahahahaha that just made my day. too bad this band sucks.
oh fuck!
"Fresh blood in your stomach comes up red, but old blood comes up black. Either indicate internal bleeding which should be taken seriously. You definitely should go to a doctor. It may be an ulcer, and, as grvtykllr said, that's caused by a bacterial infection, and is treated with particular antibacterial antibiotics (quite all right to use those terms, grvtykllr)."
does that mean i have an ulcer?!?! shit!
i'm sticking with the fun dip theory.
it's overcast outside and that's sad. i'm sad! oh no. ahhh my life.
okay so i can.
1. do homework
2. not eat
3. eat
4. sleep all day
5. do some laundry so i can take a shower
6. continue to not get texts back from people
7. wish i could crawl in a hole (i.e. my bed) and never come out
8. watch tv
9. watch tv on my computer
10. nothing
well i'm already doing 2, 6, 7, and 10.
looks like i'm good to go! hahaha
i think i'll just re-use a towel and take a shower
then do laundry
and do homework while waiting for it.
oh and continue to not get texts back from people. sounds great!
break!
-Tracy
wait.. who the fuck is grvtykllr?
oh my god i just googled puke and looked at the images. i just saw the worst thing in my entire life. oh my god oh my god. i guess it's some picture of some guy the cops found with his head literally in the toilet with puke EVERYWHERE and he's dead. fuck. that was horrible. what the fuck. .... what the fuck. why would someone put that on the internet. i'm freaking out now. so no picture today. FUUUCK!
nawt! fuck. idk i'm just starting to move around. that's okay i guess. i feel sad but i'm just assuming it is due to the massive amounts of alcohol leaving my body.
no. i'm definitely hungover. it's taking me a long time to connect my thoughts with this keyboard. i would like to paint my nails but i fear that i may puke from the smell. OH speaking of puke i totally did last night! it had chunks of blue and purple in it again. idk what that means. hahaha. oo fun dip maybe? haha no i would have had to consume as much fun dip as i did booze for that to happen.
DUDE i just googled purple puke and it's the name of a band! they must be way badass. way.
listening to: purple puke
hahahahahahahaahahahah
laughing about: purple puke!
what's being projected from my mouth: purple puke
hahahahaha that just made my day. too bad this band sucks.
oh fuck!
"Fresh blood in your stomach comes up red, but old blood comes up black. Either indicate internal bleeding which should be taken seriously. You definitely should go to a doctor. It may be an ulcer, and, as grvtykllr said, that's caused by a bacterial infection, and is treated with particular antibacterial antibiotics (quite all right to use those terms, grvtykllr)."
does that mean i have an ulcer?!?! shit!
i'm sticking with the fun dip theory.
it's overcast outside and that's sad. i'm sad! oh no. ahhh my life.
okay so i can.
1. do homework
2. not eat
3. eat
4. sleep all day
5. do some laundry so i can take a shower
6. continue to not get texts back from people
7. wish i could crawl in a hole (i.e. my bed) and never come out
8. watch tv
9. watch tv on my computer
10. nothing
well i'm already doing 2, 6, 7, and 10.
looks like i'm good to go! hahaha
i think i'll just re-use a towel and take a shower
then do laundry
and do homework while waiting for it.
oh and continue to not get texts back from people. sounds great!
break!
-Tracy
wait.. who the fuck is grvtykllr?
oh my god i just googled puke and looked at the images. i just saw the worst thing in my entire life. oh my god oh my god. i guess it's some picture of some guy the cops found with his head literally in the toilet with puke EVERYWHERE and he's dead. fuck. that was horrible. what the fuck. .... what the fuck. why would someone put that on the internet. i'm freaking out now. so no picture today. FUUUCK!
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Monday, January 25, 2010
excited 'n shit!
so i realized that i have not been putting on my clinical deodorant when i go to bed, so maybe that's why it's not working. but seriously. i was so sweaty this weekend. it was ridiculous. that's not why i am excited.
wait a minute! i'm watching boston legal, and one of the lawyers just chopped off a priest's fingers with an axe!!! and a cat carried one away in its mouth! HOLY SHIT. that was the crazziest thing i've seen all day.
but excitement from- starting school tomorrow!
i can't tell if i'm being sarcastic or not. but it's happening!
nananananana nananananana! getting sleepy with it.
this commercial just came on! it's ridiculous!
i want that ringtone. so badly. mm mmm.
speaking of commercials- want to see my favorite commercial of all time?!?! oh man i'm so excited. and i'm not even trying to hide it! HAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHA
if i had to express LOL in words, i would have to say,
"that was so funny, my belly is jiggling and stuff."
yes. i believe that is how i would text LOL.
something also funny, in this next commercial, if you notice what the fingers are typing on the screen, it says "what's crackin?!?!?" hahahaha that's funny too!
i just love television so much! fun fact: the majority of the conversations i had my senior year were about tv. i miss that. how bout i try to do that again?! i'm down! :D well actually, i need to watch more tv in order to do that. but now that kim, my roommate, got a new tv for christmas!! it will be possible! I'M SO EXCITED. I'M SO EXCITED. I AM. SO. EXCITED. hey that goes along with the title of my blog. hehehe.
ummmmm. idk today was fun. had thai food with some friend! IT WAS SO DELICIOUS. i was excited about that too. today's just an exciting day. and now i'm listening to hot chip's new album thanks to one of my other friends who posted the download for it on tumblr! that's pretty fucking cool too. w0o0o0o0o0o0o0!
i think this is the best blog i have ever written.
-Tracy
i typed in ooba dooba into google and this is what came up.
that's so hilarious. oh. my god. hahahhahaha
wait a minute! i'm watching boston legal, and one of the lawyers just chopped off a priest's fingers with an axe!!! and a cat carried one away in its mouth! HOLY SHIT. that was the crazziest thing i've seen all day.
but excitement from- starting school tomorrow!
i can't tell if i'm being sarcastic or not. but it's happening!
nananananana nananananana! getting sleepy with it.
this commercial just came on! it's ridiculous!
i want that ringtone. so badly. mm mmm.
speaking of commercials- want to see my favorite commercial of all time?!?! oh man i'm so excited. and i'm not even trying to hide it! HAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHA
if i had to express LOL in words, i would have to say,
"that was so funny, my belly is jiggling and stuff."
yes. i believe that is how i would text LOL.
something also funny, in this next commercial, if you notice what the fingers are typing on the screen, it says "what's crackin?!?!?" hahahaha that's funny too!
i just love television so much! fun fact: the majority of the conversations i had my senior year were about tv. i miss that. how bout i try to do that again?! i'm down! :D well actually, i need to watch more tv in order to do that. but now that kim, my roommate, got a new tv for christmas!! it will be possible! I'M SO EXCITED. I'M SO EXCITED. I AM. SO. EXCITED. hey that goes along with the title of my blog. hehehe.
ummmmm. idk today was fun. had thai food with some friend! IT WAS SO DELICIOUS. i was excited about that too. today's just an exciting day. and now i'm listening to hot chip's new album thanks to one of my other friends who posted the download for it on tumblr! that's pretty fucking cool too. w0o0o0o0o0o0o0!
i think this is the best blog i have ever written.
-Tracy
i typed in ooba dooba into google and this is what came up.
that's so hilarious. oh. my god. hahahhahaha
Saturday, January 23, 2010
nergel.
i only had one cup of coffee.. and i'm sooooo fucking BLOATED!!!!
BLOATED.
BLOATED.
BLOATED.
BLOATED!!!!!
-Tracy
BLOATED.
BLOATED.
BLOATED.
BLOATED!!!!!
-Tracy
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
sleeping!
i just wrote a whole blog. and it was SOOO boring. so i will shorten it up.
listening to: girls. recommended by friend. kind of good.
on the fence about: coachella. beastie boys isn't playing anymore so my heart was broken.
now listening to: beastie boys since i was talking about them.
uhh ergggh
trying to read: a million little pieces. i was into it at first but.. i can never finish anything, especially not drug recovery stories. i have enough of those in my life that i don't need to read about it.
i need ideas of what to do while hanging out with myself. since all of my friends started school this week, and i have a couple days left until i go back, i have nothing to do! i could just beat zelda but i have a low attention span for things i'm not good at. i wish i had my bass. i miss it's smooth sides, and candy red tint. it was my first baby! OH SHIT. okay a long time ago i drunkenly wrote a status on my facebook saying that i had three babies. and the next morning i was like.. well the first two babies are my drugs and my other drugs.. but what's the third one? now i finally remember what the third one was! it was my jaguar! awee man. hopefully all of my black out nights will secretly leak back into my coherent memory. that would be a lot to handle though. imagine if they all came at once. i'd esssplode!!
promise i'm breaking: to get off of the computer by 2:10.
peeling off: crusty, dry skin from my ear. the antibacterial soap makes it dry! oh wanna see my piercing?
ooo my other holes look a little gross.
just ignore them. but yeah! i'm eventually going to make it like thisssss....
dude.. wait a minute. i'm examing both pictures. and my balls [whatever] are too close together to fit the one in the middle. dude. what the hell. mother.. fffffffffuck! because i thought that it was actually three piercings, but the piercer said it was actually two piercings with the balls on a loop and they snapped a third ball in between them which made sense, but the space between mine seems way too small.
ugh. whatever. i'll figure something else out. anyway. i guess i'm heading off to read mah stories and then go to sleep! i better fall asleep before the light comes up!
-Tracy
i'm not one to talk about these things.. but i just found this on tumblr.. and it's fucking hot.
listening to: girls. recommended by friend. kind of good.
on the fence about: coachella. beastie boys isn't playing anymore so my heart was broken.
now listening to: beastie boys since i was talking about them.
uhh ergggh
trying to read: a million little pieces. i was into it at first but.. i can never finish anything, especially not drug recovery stories. i have enough of those in my life that i don't need to read about it.
i need ideas of what to do while hanging out with myself. since all of my friends started school this week, and i have a couple days left until i go back, i have nothing to do! i could just beat zelda but i have a low attention span for things i'm not good at. i wish i had my bass. i miss it's smooth sides, and candy red tint. it was my first baby! OH SHIT. okay a long time ago i drunkenly wrote a status on my facebook saying that i had three babies. and the next morning i was like.. well the first two babies are my drugs and my other drugs.. but what's the third one? now i finally remember what the third one was! it was my jaguar! awee man. hopefully all of my black out nights will secretly leak back into my coherent memory. that would be a lot to handle though. imagine if they all came at once. i'd esssplode!!
promise i'm breaking: to get off of the computer by 2:10.
peeling off: crusty, dry skin from my ear. the antibacterial soap makes it dry! oh wanna see my piercing?
ooo my other holes look a little gross.
just ignore them. but yeah! i'm eventually going to make it like thisssss....
dude.. wait a minute. i'm examing both pictures. and my balls [whatever] are too close together to fit the one in the middle. dude. what the hell. mother.. fffffffffuck! because i thought that it was actually three piercings, but the piercer said it was actually two piercings with the balls on a loop and they snapped a third ball in between them which made sense, but the space between mine seems way too small.
ugh. whatever. i'll figure something else out. anyway. i guess i'm heading off to read mah stories and then go to sleep! i better fall asleep before the light comes up!
-Tracy
i'm not one to talk about these things.. but i just found this on tumblr.. and it's fucking hot.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
what the fuck.
apparently. my other blog is somehow attached to this one.
i tried this same goddamn e-mail address and password with my other account, but it never worked! BUT SOME HOW it found the other one. goddamnit.
if you wan't to read the dumb shit i used to talk about, go to confessions of a BIG DUMP under my complete profile.
-Tracy.
i tried this same goddamn e-mail address and password with my other account, but it never worked! BUT SOME HOW it found the other one. goddamnit.
if you wan't to read the dumb shit i used to talk about, go to confessions of a BIG DUMP under my complete profile.
-Tracy.
starting again
yes. i have had one of these before. and tried for many years [well one year] to figure out my e-mail and password, but, obviously, i never figured it out. so here i am, motha fucka's!!! :D
i'm absolutely positive that the only reason why i made this was to not allow myself to fall back on a normal sleeping regime. siiiiick! i treat myself so well! heeeeheeeee.
TODAY!: if you, whomever, would like to know! i woke up at 3:30 pm! took a shower! and acted like an asshole in public with my friends! we realized that we should not be so, how do you say... ridiculously vulgar in public anymore. i believe immediately following this realization my other friend came back from the bathroom and said something along the lines of.. "my middle name is taken chances, mother fucker! now refill my fucking chips, bitch!" and then i went home, watched some tv with mah parents, and then played zelda. all by myself!! i'm so proud. i even beat my very first boss ever! some crazzy queen spider bitch! :D
NOW!: i really want to find out the coachella line up. my friend posted a possible line up on facebook, so now i'm going through all the bands that i don't know and am listening to their music on google. i found this band, and it was pretty funny: scissor sisters!
they remind me of supertramp and the obvious beegees. pretty neato in the beato!
not many other new things, except for that I am leaving back to SF on Friday. And I might go to Disneyland on Thursday. I know you guys, or nobody, is dying to know so i'll report back as soon as i can! as far as all of my other time, i will spend it playing zelda, eating taco's [taco tuesday], sleeping, and sleeping!
-Tracy
(i know that i already put this on my facebook and my
tumblr, but i like it.. a lot.)
i'm absolutely positive that the only reason why i made this was to not allow myself to fall back on a normal sleeping regime. siiiiick! i treat myself so well! heeeeheeeee.
TODAY!: if you, whomever, would like to know! i woke up at 3:30 pm! took a shower! and acted like an asshole in public with my friends! we realized that we should not be so, how do you say... ridiculously vulgar in public anymore. i believe immediately following this realization my other friend came back from the bathroom and said something along the lines of.. "my middle name is taken chances, mother fucker! now refill my fucking chips, bitch!" and then i went home, watched some tv with mah parents, and then played zelda. all by myself!! i'm so proud. i even beat my very first boss ever! some crazzy queen spider bitch! :D
NOW!: i really want to find out the coachella line up. my friend posted a possible line up on facebook, so now i'm going through all the bands that i don't know and am listening to their music on google. i found this band, and it was pretty funny: scissor sisters!
they remind me of supertramp and the obvious beegees. pretty neato in the beato!
not many other new things, except for that I am leaving back to SF on Friday. And I might go to Disneyland on Thursday. I know you guys, or nobody, is dying to know so i'll report back as soon as i can! as far as all of my other time, i will spend it playing zelda, eating taco's [taco tuesday], sleeping, and sleeping!
-Tracy
(i know that i already put this on my facebook and my
tumblr, but i like it.. a lot.)
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